Max Ong’s Blog

Pure Nonsense

Nowadays, things have been changing a lot since last time. And, to be frank, i kinda hate it that way it changes. I thought it a change was for a better. But it turns out, it’s for the worse. Some people just don’t act human being. Thankfully, not everybody acts uncivilized. Let’s start with those uncivilized people.

First up, smokey. Smokey is a school-mate of mine. This person is a real fool indeed. I cant stand smokey and i dont think  that person can stand me either. Well, a lot people in this god damn world doesnt like this person. Yet, smokey still thinks smokey is freaking popular, always crapping away. With all those big talks. Smokey doesnt know smokey is so uninvited that all of smokey’s friends are taking behind his back. Smokey thinks smokey is cool. Smokey thinks smokey has great mighty power, even thinks smokey has back-ups to support smokey. Sadly, smokey is hugely mistaken. Smokey’s always coming up with thing to do to sabotage people. I really hate that. Well, until now, smokey’s so called plans, i dont think it’s freaking working. It doesnt harm anyone in any way. That’s expected of smokey. Cause, all smokey’s ability is to create a silent bomb that doesnt harm anyone. Smokey’s the biggest fool in the entire world, and i’m sure many people thinks so too. PS, everybody that goes near smokey will smelt some kind of smelly piece of unpleasant smell!

Sometimes, i just wanna be a friend. Nothing else. I hate all those nonsense/restrictions. I really wish that all those restrictions and lines could be erased and say anything i want. Not everything means something. Sometimes it’s just words, with to strings to it nor hidden meanings. I really wanna say what i want to say or feel like saying, and it dont always need to mean something! Talking to a person who takes EVERY SINGLE THING seriously, including jokes or just random things, is in fact very stressful. You have to becareful of everything that you blabber out. Cause, if something is said wrong, then both parties would have an unpleasant mood. I HATE THAT. If everything is needed to go through god-knows-how-many-layers-of-filtration, then, soon, there’s nothing to talk about! This cannot say, that cannot say. Soon enough, both parties would be speechless. Is that what people want? Does everything that comes out of my mouth must be music to your ears? I know there’s a limit, but, does it makes a big deal if one crossed it by one centimeter especially with a joke?

Hypocrites are people who deserves a road to hell. High-leveled hypocrites are very convincing. Those goody-two-shoes people are pure shits. People’s mind/thoughts/thinking are at stake here! If you dont feel something, dont act as if you do. The other party would think you freaking mean it. I havent met a very high-leveled hypocrite yet. And i god damn dont wanna meet them ever. Sadly, it’s not me to choose who i meet with. Hypocrites too, usually blame people when they’re in warm water. And betray people when they’re in hot water. All i can say is, A person who always puts a blame on other people ought to look at themselves first. They have to start accepting that sometimes, it’s not other people’s fault. Well, they usually blame those scapegoats. Blame those who people dont trust, or are not very fond of. That way, those hypocrites yet again, comes off as the good guys. While those who got blamed, gains more bad impression from other people.

I am limited to my speech and i have to watch my own back. And i really do hate that. I hate holding back what i’m against. If i’m still getting restrictions that are unacceptable to me, i guess i’ve gotta do what i should do awhile ago. And i’m freaking DONE now. I just wanna be myself and if i cant, then i’ll do everything possible to make that happen even it means losing something.

PS, don’t try to crack your brains out figuring who the hell i’m talking about. And dont ask me who am i refering to. This post might raise lots of question and i will not answer anyone who asks but one thing’s for sure, i’m not talking bout my close friends.  I’m not talking about anyone (except for smokey), i’m just saying what i feel, cause, i DO NOT CARE about those speech restrictions here. This is my blog! MINE. And, i can say whatever i want – that’s for sure.

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